Life so far....

Assalamualaikum and hello world!!

Whoaa.... i almost forgot that i have this page. Oh well... So.... the last time i wrote was about firas first walk! that was years ago.. hehehe Now, i can barely ask him to stop running hehe..

OK.. since the last time i wrote.. several things have changed and several things remain the same.. I just want to document it here as it will be reminded when i'm old.hehe

1. Firas has got a baby brother
So, on the 20th September 2016 I gave birth to a healthy baby weight at 4.05kg at Putra Medical Centre. My doctor was Dr. Wan Ratna the same doc that delivered firas. We named the baby Muhammad Fayyadh. Fayyadh is generous or pemurah.. So we prayed that fayyadh will grow up to be generous and kind..
As of today.. fayyadh is 1 year and 2 months. He started walking a few weeks before his 14th months birthday. Even though it's not considered as early walker, but we are still happy that he managed to get up and walk on his own. And as a young explorer, our house is like a mini playground for him where he loves to explore especially my kitchen!!! He lovessss playing with my portable cabinet where i put all the sauces and ketchup.. huhuhu he also loves to help me folds the folded shirts.. get it? huhu
Apa-apalah fayyadh.. asalkan membesar dengan baik dan sihat.
As for his relationship with firas, firas tend to play the role of 'i'm the older one, you must listen to me' hehe but i know that he really loves fayyadh especially if we said fayyadh is going to leave us with my auntie or with my friends. hehe

2. We moved to a new house
ok, its not really new coz we have been living here since Feb 2015. hehe So, has been almost 3 years. I bought this house even before i was pregnant with firas. Alhamdulillah the buying process was smooth and the moving in process was also smooth. Our little heaven is in Puncak Alam. Of course its an hour away from my office, but yeah.. home sweet home! Happiness is what you make out of what you have! I have my own house, i have a happy family i couldnt be more blessed!.. Alhamdulillah..

3. The Souls that left...
My late atok from jeram left on the 1st January 2015.. he was battling cancer.. my auntie (my father's sister) passed away on April 2016.. she was battling cancer as well... My uncle (my mother's brother in law) passed away on October 2017.. he died in his sleep... Alfatihah to all of them.. may they rest in peace..

4. New Office
So, my first station was in BPKS Caw Jalan, after being there for almost 4 years.. i requested an internal switch. So, now i am in BKF and still in Caw Jalan. The work here is more technical compared to when i was in bpks. The environment is obviously different. i must say there are times i wish i could go back to bpks heheh. Oh well... que sera sera.. mana-mana pon keje same je.. just focus on your responsibility and try not to hurt people's feeling then you'll survive!! But..... if someone is on your butt, then you better take action before that someone is on your head!!

5. Android to iOs
So, i've converted to iOs now. Android whattt???? hehehe

Hmm... ni je yang dapat di pikirkan sekarang.. nnt kalau teringat lagi.. i will write some more k! Enjoy the pics!

Best Birthday Present

Assalamualaikum dear...

Well, yesterday (15/1) was my 31st birthday although it felt as if it was my 18th!! Guess what, i received the best birthday present ever.... well, so far laa..hehe No, it was not from my husband or my family!! It was from my lil hero....My son!

You see, my son is 14 months old. And for a 14mo, to not being able to walk without someone holding his hand is supposedly very 'not right'.. Guess what,,,,,,,,, yesterday he managed to do so!!! He walked on his owned!!!!! O my God, I was very happyyyyy!!!

All this while, when people ask me.. 'Firas dah boleh jalan ke?' n my skema jawapan adalah 'Belum boleh lagi...' and this statement will follow "Lambatnye... dah setahun kan umur dia??malas ni...' and i will awkwardly smiled and says 'Tu la.. dia malas kot..nnt dia jalan la tu..' Sebenarnya, usually when I'm alone with firas i will cakap to him 'Firas bukan lambat jalan kan..firas nak tunggu birthday mama kan? firas nak bagi mama birthday present kan?' and he will either smile or pretended to not hear what i just told him. huhu

Ironically, yesterday bila i sampai rumah.. I came home to this..

I can't stop smiling.. He really did give joy to me yesterday.... Mama so proud of you sayang.. 15 Jan 2015- firas started walking on his own! Alhamdulillah..

#clingymom

three one

Assalamualaikum..

Today marks the day i turn 31!!! Three One.. Omagad.. i'm old....... What have I achieved so far in my 31 years of living??

1. Healthy parents
2. Healthy siblings
3. A husband
4. A son
5. Own house
6. Secure career
7. Lots of friends

And the list goes on..Alhamdulilah..Syukur kepada Allah swt di atas semua nikmat yang dipinjamkan kepada aku.

Hai mama!! Hepi besday!! 

daaaaaaaaa

Ramadhan dan Syawal 1435H

Assalamualaikum semua..sape2 pon korang.

Hmm... hari dah ramadhan 27 dah..ofis pon dah tinggal berapa kerat je manusia yg ade. Yg sedihnye ada staff yg non-muslim x dibenarkan cuti next week! huhu sian dia..dahla sorg je kat tingkat ni nnt. heeeee serammmm. Yg lain2 semua dah cuti. Aku je yg gigh lg ade kt ofis ni..tgkla, jap g rasa cm nak hafday je.hehehe

Okla..cerita pasal ramadhan tahun ni.. aku rasa agak ramadhan paling menyedihkan untk Malaysia dan umat islam. Dengan konflik kat Gaza yang mmg sgt menyedihkan..manusia sekarang mcm dah kurang sifat keperi'manusia'an nye.. dengan gembira boleh bersorak tiap kali tengok negara palestin di bom. wth?? xsedar diri tu menumpang negara org.. aku pon x phm..ape yg ada dlm hati dorg2 ni.. dah mcm robot.xde hati xde akal. yg dia tau ikut arahan.. kill kill die die!!! Bodoh. Aku harap kite semua dpt bersatu sebagai umat islam dan sentiasa memberi bantuan baik dari segi rohani atau jasmani. sedih bila tengok gambar budak2 kecik yg innocent mati sia-sia je.. sejak jd mak ni, perasaan sayang pada budak2 xkisahlah anak sape pon semakin tebal. aku mudah sedih bile tgk budak2 kena marah budak2 kena pukul..aku bayangkan anak aku kena buat mcm tu.. 

Aku ingat lg masa firas baru umur 3 bulan..dia tido dlm bilik pastu dia nangis..dah bg susu tido balik..sikit lg dia nangis balik.. time tu azwan mcm merungut la..'kenapela firas ni..xkan asyik nak dukunggg je?!' Aku terus sedih.. aku ckp kat dia " biarlah dia nak dukung pon..sekarang ni dia masih perlukan kita..dia x leh berjalan lg..xleh merangkak lg..dia perlukan kita..nnt kalau dia dah pandai jalan, dah pandai berlari dia x perlukan kite dah..baru kite sibuk nk dukung2 dia..' pada aku, tiada istilah 'jgn manjakan sgt anak' especially bila anak tu xsmpi umor 2 tahun.. manjakan je la..dia berhak dimanjakan..smpi masa dia pon dah xnak manja2 ngn kite..time tu nnt kite plak yg sedih n nyesal.huhu

Firas at 3mo..ontheway to Penang!

Hmm.. panjang pulak membebel.. huhu lg perkara yg menyedihkan bulan ramadhan  ni..ofkos..MH17.. aku rasa xsilap kalau aku ckp yg tahun 2014 ni malaysia mmg femes giler.. dengan mh370, obama dtg malaysia n mh17. Semua tu world class news. about mh17, i was really shock when i heard the news.. huhu rest in peace to all the souls... semoga Allah menempatkan mereka di kalangan orang yang beriman.. xleh nk bygkan perasaan keluarga mangsa.. hmm..aku harap aku xkan pernah rasa ape yg mereka rasa.. 

Okla...nuff with the tragic stories.. On with our lives.. Syawal is coming in the next 2 days!!! I cant wait. this shall be our little family 1st raya!!! I am so grateful with this.. 
2012- I lost my atok but Allah gave me Azwan..
2013- I lost my nenek but Allah gave me a baby in my tummy
2014- Allah completed my family.. Alhamdulillah..

First raya together..2012

2nd raya..6month pregnant..2013

Cant wait for our family photo..hehe btw, raya tahun ni beraya dekat side akuuuu... yahoooo! hehe 3rd raya baru balik jb! hehe tahun ni tolong collect duit raya utk anak. hehe x sabar plakkk..

Okla korang.. lepas raya update lg ye..hehe 
aku dan famili mengucapkan Selamat hari Raya Aidilfitri, mohon ampun dan maaf sekiranya ada terkasar bahasa dan perbuatan!! 0-0 yee..


Daa....

P.S: nak ilangkan gatal2/kurap pada badan/tangan/kaki boleh guna clorox! rendam tisu dlm clorox n sapu pada tempat kuranp..dalam masa 2-3 hari InsyaAllah ok. Try at your own risk ye...hehe

Assalamualaikum.. x jawab dosaaa.. :)

Assalamualaikum n Hellooooooo!

Fuhhhh... its been like 2 years aku meninggalkan blog ini.. a lot i mean a lotttt of things has happened this past 2 years.

well.. ofkos la i am not going to story kan semuanya in this 1 post kan,, so,,,, i will list it down jee..hehe along with some pics

ok..here goes...

April 2012 - I started working at JKR, alhamdulillah the nature of my job adalah ok dan tidak menstresskan jiwa n raga i. Cuma sometimes too laidback smpi i rasa boring plak..yeke boring??? hehehe well lemme summarize, i work in the office, i travel around, i organizes courses and training, i attend meetings, i attend more meetings and i eat during lunchbreak. pretty much itulaa aktiviti ku..hehe

Dec 2012 - Well, by this time i've married for almost a year. But sadly, there was nothing in the oven yet. We kept praying and even went on a holiday as suggested by others. But Allah knows best. Finally, we decided to go and see a O&G doctor just to make sure everything was ok. Sadly, everything was not ok.... The doctor confirmed that i have this syndrome call PolyCysticOvarianSyndrome (PCOS). It causes my haid yang bercelaru and never on time. that is why it was hard for me to conceive sebab the cyst has been eating all my eggs(to let korang senang faham). So the doctor bagi la ubat to fix my cycle. I makan ubat dalam 2 cycle but still xde rezeki. So i ask the doctor to recommend ni other OnG pakar. And doctor A pon recommend Doctor B. Alhamdulilah after quite a number of pegi balik hospital for appointments with doctor B and ofkos prayers from all our loved ones.. Allah has granted our wish. I couldnt be happier. Alhamdulilah by March 2013 I was pregnant. 

January 2013 - Along the way of my TTC(trying to conceive) journey, I decided to add on to my already banyak hutang with another loan. House loan that is..hehehe So i bought a house. My own house. Well by that time it was still under construction. But yeah.. by 30 i have my own house with my name on it. Poyo betol, orang lain mude2 dah ade umah,hehe rumah ni x siap fully lg..tinggal finishing skit2 je..hehe syukur alhamdulilahh gambar bawah ni taken masa Jun 2014. InsyaAllah by end of this year bolehla masuk.

November 2013 - About my pregnancy.. mmg byk ups and downs nye.. I mabuk terukkk sgt during my 1st trimester.. makan je muntah..macam makan untuk muntah.. sampai kena admit hospital sebab dehydrated sgt2.. dekat 4 malam gak berkampung kt spital tu. huhu kesian sgt kat baby.. sebb aku x suke minum susu n xleh makan.. risau dia x cukup zat je masa tu.. huhu alhamdulilah my baby was a very active baby. masa doctor scan dia boleh berenang2 dalam perut mama.hehe So selepas 40 minggu dalam perut mama, dia xde sign nak keluar pon..hehe so doctor nak induce.. sebab i ada GDM(gestational diabetes mellitus) so xleh bersalin lewat,,kena on time jugak. So on 13 Nov 2013 @ 2002 lahirlah buah hati aku dan suami.. Muhammad Firas bin Mohd Azwan. He was 3.5kg 54cm.

February 2014 - Selepas bercuti pantang selama 90 hari, kenala masuk kerja balik semulaa... berpijak la dibumi yang nyata yeee... Firas stay at home with nenek ok..mama work! tu la yg aku ckp kt firas hari2..hehe firas good boy. by the way, aku still pjj dengan husband. only on weekend je kitorg jumpe. tp cuma hari sabtu je yg betul2 spend time sebab dia cuti jumaat n sabtu. Boringgggggg. So i think i cover semua kot.. kalau ade yg lupe akan aku selit2 nnt dlm next post.hehe

so, ni gambar firas on the 13th of every month since he was born. Baby mama membesar bagai juara! hehe 

Sorry la sebab x rotate gambar..hehe saja nak kasi korang eksesais leher.hahahaha okla..till i write again. 

Wassalam